24, wow, what a blessing in my life. “Transitioning to real adulthood”, some may say. But here we are, God has been good again. My 23 was a year of pain. I kept chasing everything for myself, chasing validation, chasing career promotion and put God to the side. The start of my 23 was good, but I drifted away. I stopped doing the things of God and chasing after my own things. Honestly, my life was miserable. Even though I have achieved a lot and have done a lot for myself, I was not happy. I honestly felt very depressed. I was good at hiding it too. Everyone probably thought I had it going for me, but I was lost and was running from God. I became less productive, always spending time on my phone, not sleeping well, and constantly thinking of how I got to this point of being unhappy. Every time I have these thoughts to myself, it always comes back to me that I have pushed God to the side. I am truly sorry. My Lord God, I pray You can have Mercy on my soul. I am tired and worn out. Please save me from the evil self of mine, please forgive me for the carnal thoughts, I am tired. I look forward to 24, and I pray that the Lord God sees me through and guides all my decisions, thoughts, and steps in life. I also promise to be better. If you are reading this, Keep me in your prayer, I really do appreciate every prayer.