Dear God, please help me. I am lost. Please take me back, I left the world for you, now I left you and they don’t want me back. Please forgive me Lord. Have mercy on my soul. Please I am lost and I want you back. Your grace saved me. Your peace kept me. I deserted you for nothing. Please take me back. I really need you. I forsook you. I left you. I deserve to go to hell. I am like them all. I am an hypocrite. I say this and do that. I deserve the highest punishment in hell. I am really sad. Lust is killing me. I try so hard, but I am drowning in it. I am running away from reading the Bible. I have deserted your word. How can I draw near to you if I keep running away? God please please help me to get back to you. Help me to get back to when my life was just fine in you. I cannot explain the peace I felt within my soul when I was closer to you. I am drowning in sin. Pornography has gotten hold of me. I lost my self-discipline. I am addicted to pornography. I am horrible. I don’t love people enough. I don’t love people anymore. I am not worthy of you. I am a liar. I persecute you daily. I claim to be a Christian, but I partake in their sins too. I am sadden. Please help me Lord. I have no where to go. Myself cannot save me. Please take your place in my life. Please forgive me. I am drowning in shame. My mind is messed up. I became horrible. I find it had to love people. God please I need you back in my life. I know I have made a lot of promises, but I will make this again, and it kills me to break them everyday. Please help me. I am lost. Help me to fine me in you again. I want to truly serve you. I don’t want to be a plastic Christian anymore. Dear God, please save me from my sorrow. Dear Lord, please save me from me.