Hello,

Good day, hope you are doing well. Has I watch my life and reminisce about the things I have encountered through out my 21 years in this world. It basically went this way. I was born, lived as an unsaved Christian. I went to church, but it was out of routine. Lived and enjoyed life, or so I thought. Not until after high school, where I decided to fully commit to reading my Bible. After 18 years of thinking I was a Christian, I became a Christian. I gave my life to Christ and accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and personal saviour. What a Joy. I then began to read my bible, not only that, I wanted to keep reading my bible. I did not want to stop. I began university, I became busy, I didn’t keep up with my faith anymore. My love for the Bible diverted into Nursing. I thought I was invisible, I thought I was going to be a Christian forever. I thought it was always going to be good. I began to slip away. I didn’t have time for the word of God again. I went back to being who I was. So I thought. I didn’t. I was a church-going Christian, but not saved. When I shifted away, I was a born again Christian, but a backsliding one. Let me tell you something, being a backsliding Christian is the most horrible feeling in the world. I basically means that you begin to love the things God took you away from. Then, I begun to find my feet again, but not always easy. My prayer life “puff” like the wind. My Bible reading life diminished. I finished university. Got a Job as a nurse. I thought to myself, surely those years are over, I can now truly love and fully live for my saviour. So I thought. I became busy, work consumed me, my faith ……..? what happened? I thought I had a plan to get back with my saviour, but the world had its own to get me away from God. I knew this, but I gave it the key to my life. It asked for it once for a single use, then it continued to come back. Me being busy, I unconsciously continued to give it. I don’t know when I gave it to keep it for me. Now I ask it for me to use. Something has to change. I am fully in now. Youtube, entertainment, sports, fun, lust, women, video games. My saviour, I desserted you. You kept calling me back, but I shunned you off. Now the world does not please me anymore. It offered nothing. I had everything in you. But the lust of the flesh, the pride of life and the lust of the eyes took me. Today, I some back to you. Today I choose God. Choose God my friend. There is much more to God, than to this life. Today, something has to change.

Thanks for reading, and KEEP THE FAITHH STRONG!!!!!!!!